Thursday, March 26, 2009

God is good!

what can i say... you are simply amazing

God, i thank you for being with angel, dot and myself today during our Grotowski presentation. I think it went very well and thank you for answering our prayers. We were so nervous that we prayed that our lecturer will not ask us any questions, will be nice to us and that we will find favour in her eyes... True enough, she did not ask us any questions, she commended our group and was pleased with our presentation. man... that was smth really cool and amazing...

Dot, angel, i really think that God is with us, walking with us thru this sem the entire time, and He has chosen to show himself during our toughest time to be a source of comfort and strength to us... It's amazing. he is never late nor early, he is on time. and He intervenes in amazing ways... ways that we ourselves can never comprehend but is good enough for us to trust in Him even more...

and i'm glad that i have the two of u in my life to make it colourful for me and with me. :) Let's persevere for another 3 more weeks k dearies... den we can go play for holidays :)

Another thing i thank you God is...... *drum rolls* for my 12 cute baby tomatoes... yup yup... such dear sweet little things... resting so peacefully and so serenely without a care in this world... just makes my day to look at the cute bundles of joy hanging from the branches of the plants... darn... i can't bring myself to eat them. sigh.. God please multiply the tomatoes.. bless my tomato plant too. Thank you God..

and angel... the aloe vera plant is fine... happily settled in its new home. growing strong. a baby shoot has started growing out of it.

love u God n i love u both darlings...

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

it's u ok....

today had a wonderful lunch date with tab at sakae :) man, we ate a lot. glad to have known her better slowly but surely. :) love that dear girl so much... seriously if u're down, just find her, she will smile ur blues away :) she has certainly made my day... prolly the first time i laughed and relaxed so much during the week. Great time... Dot, Angel, one day u must meet her. she is such a dear...

yeah, after that we went to stone at esplanade lib... making a din i suppose, but we were trying our best to keep quiet already lor.... yeah...

THank God for the extensions in sch... quite unsure of my feelings, dunno how to react. On one hand, i am happy that i have more time to do work on the other, it is like darn, i won't be free until mid apr and i have no time to prac piano at all...

i am really caught in a dilemma. i think i shall think as if the extensions does not exist at all and just hand in watever i need on the stipulated time....

can this nightmare be over? i need a break... maxed out already

Monday, March 23, 2009

the touch

" Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around." Leo Buscaglia...

i kinda like the quote by this witty fella here. what he has stated definitely carries a lot of weight and is very true. What we human need isn't money. Money is secondary. but all of us need love to carry on our daily lives. That's what life is all about. its about caring for one another, honoring one another and to love each other. All of us need the special touch and warmth that a kind word or even a hug bring to all of us. Admit it, all of us yearn to be loved to a certain degree. :)

honestly, sometimes i wonder whether do we realize that we have all been caught up in a rat race. One that has stolen our happiness, our time, our ability to love and spend time with each other. everyone is going crazy over money. ok, even if one has the money, it can't buy you a life, it can't buy you happiness. there will still and always be a vacuum inside of you that yearns for a personal touch.

please don't get me wrong. i'm not saying that we should stop what we are doing and just chill... earning money is good. it serves and contributes to society as well as the economy but we should not let the greed of money control us. we are humans man.... we are made to look out for one another not harm one another.

i think that sometimes just praising someone or affirming someone along the streets every now and then might brighten up someone's day without ur knowing. It is a stressful living here in singapore and people do need love and affirmation. So if you have tons of love to give, be bold, go ahead and affirm that person. :)
seriously, if you are one who is crazy about earning money, i guess u have just earned yourself a PHD - permanent head damage.